02.08.2003 2:55 am
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I might have lost something that I really need.

I have class in six hours. I no longer feel strong, competent. I feel weak and overwhelmed. Filling up a glass with water from the tap at the end of the hall seems like too much work, even though I know the short jaunt could save me a lot of pain tomorrow.

Could I kill myself over one lost object? I feel like that would surprise a lot of people.

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