03.26.2003 3:55 pm
i loved that frog

Ooo, James insulted homestarrunner.com. I think he has to die now...

Kidding. It was fabulous to get away. Sadly, this means that I am absolutely broke now. I have $26 in my bank account. Not enough. Not enough at all. Can I get a job? Sure, after Machinal. But by then it'll be the end of the semester, and... *sigh* I wish I were out of school already, and working somewhere, making money, living cheap.

[The Grass Roots - Let's Live for Today]

Had a weird talk with Keith over breakfast. I feel like I was trying to catch up too much, and not just reacting to who he was and what he told me. It was like I had to bring him up to speed on me, on what type of person I am. And of course when you set out to do that, you don't get yourself right, so this different impression of yourself appears, and gets out of control, and then you're held responsible for what this alternate self says and does.

I gave him a frog. I loved that frog.

And then... haha. "How many times did you think about it but not bring it up?"

I had a nightmare last night that Ariel kicked me out of Machinal for not doing a good job. That, and the costumer (not Jonna in the dream but Frankie) (is that her name?) didn't want to fit costumes for me because she said I was too fat. It was a scary dream. I remember pleading with Ariel, telling her that nobody could memorize all those lines in a week, in order to take over the part. She had no answer for me.

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